Gather in heaven

To:

The one now with Jesus, Church Bro Fuk Chun.

Hi, Dear Bro Fuk Chun... :)

Are you now with God Jesus?

Do you feel better?

I know you are. ;)

I heard from your Dadi...

That you're not good in study,

So, your life is quite hard...

And some more you got cancer,

So you have to go Nation earlier...

But all of us knew that, 

You're happy go on Heaven.. :)

.....

I'm sorry, that...



By the time...

All of them went to visit you at hospital...

And I can't be there...

Can't even talk to you once...

I'm sorry, really sorry...

Why that must be my birthday?

Why I have to go Family Dinner?

Why...?

.....

Actually...

I don't know you much...

But I can feel that...

You're actually a good person...

Really a good person...

.....

I miss the tea,...

That you steeped for all of us...

I really miss it so much...

Unfortunately, that...

I won't drink it and taste it again...

.....

'' 25th November 2012 ''

That is a night for Bro Fuk Chun...

That's a month before Christmas...

That's a memorial for you...

I knew that,

Sis Yien Lee will be crying...

And I'll too...

Sorry for, I can't control myself from crying...

I find it really unfortunate...

That we have only that few times...

To gather altogether...

I really feel sad...

And we'll miss you for sure...

.....

Dear Bro...

Please give me confidence,

That we will meet again! ;)

I promise to God,

That all of us,...

Will meet each other in Heaven. ;)

The castle of our beloved God...

And right before that day...

I'm sure that,

You'll be staying with God. :)

# Lastly,...

Please rest in PEACE! ;)



And also,...



Please bless for your Dadi,



And also all of your family members...



Even your friends and us :)

Our Dear Bro, Fuk Chun...

We are all waiting for the day we met again... :)



To love our God together, and forever, and ever...

The Losting Heart

To:

The mistaken HEART.

Why...

I tried very hard to be happy....

But, once I remember back everything...

I know I failed... :)

.....

God says:

'' Just trust on me,

I'll wash your sins away...''

.....

I trusted on it...

And also trust on God.

But, I discerned that...

I can't forget my sins,

And I can't forgive myself. :)

Because I did wrong - err.

.....

It just keep on reminding me...

Such a damn feeling.

.....

I really wanted to be

PERFECT and HAPPY...

Although I wasn't happy,

I hope to act like I'm too...

BUT

Act + Sustain

Is really hard, and hard...

.....

I can realized that...

How stubborn I am...

And how stupid I am...

.....

People are betrayed me...

Even tears,

Also betrayed me so bad...

.....

Dearest Lord Jesus,

Please tell me what to do...

Please tell me where to go...

Please tell me who to trust on...

Please tell me how to release hurt...

Please, my God Father...

YAMI - YAMI

To:

The esurient girl, Crystal Miiko.

Today! (18/11)

After going Church,

I went for a dinner with my  family! :D

It's quiet delicious... ;)

We went to a new Cafe,

And my parents knew...

The Cafe's shopkeeper's parents.

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The Cafe is named Litre Tree,

Which is located at Shah Alam.

(I know it's far from my house...@@)

I really like my meal tonight :D

Which is Caramel Cappuccino with Spaghetti Carbonara...

I know I'm esurient, BUT!

I REALLY LOVE THE CARAMEL CAPPUCCINO!!!

And of course,

I'd take dessert too... ;)

Believe in me!



This is really delicious! <3!



And...... I have to surrender that...

This is actually not a cake! @@

But please forgive me that,

I don't know what is it called... :3

Eh Hmm Hmm... Anyway...

Thanked God for giving me this delicious dinner!

# I love it so muchhhhhyyyyy!!! (Slurp Slurp!*)

Self-sufficiency

To:

The shopping girl, Crystal Miiko.

I'd went Mid Valley....

With my Dearest sister, Kathnie (WengYan).

After buying tickets of the movie,


'' C O L D - W A R ''

We went to meet a friend...

He's named YanKe... :)

Because the pasted Sunday (11/11),

Is my big big birthday,

So he wanted to give me a present...

.....

He gave me my favourite!!!

C H O C O L A T E ! ! !

It's the noted Ferrero Rocher! <3

Thanks to the Dear bosom friend, YanKe! ;)

.....

And this is the total presents...

That I got as this year birthday present...

Thanks to my beloved Lord Jesus!

All of this is came from Him!

Really thanksgiving to my Dearest God! <3

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" Back to the outing @ Mid Valley "

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This is what I fallen in recently...

F R O Z E N  Y O G U R T ! ! !

My beloved,  M O O  C O W ! ! ! <3

Y U M M Y - Y U M M Y ! ! ! xD

I really enjoyed my Holidays,

And I have to thank God,

For what I'm having and had! ;)

# I love myself, because of my self-sufficiency! :D

Thanks for Everything

To:

The Birthday girl, Crystal Miiko.

11.11!

This is CaCa's big day! :D

I went Church on that day...

And everyone blessing me:

HAPPY BIRTHDAY. ;)

I'm really happy and thanks God!

After that, I went Paradigm Mall...

With all my Church friends ;)

We watched a movie, named SKYFALL...

I really love all of them =3=

This is all by my God, Jesus!

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11/11/2012 12.00-1.30am

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My phone non-stop ringing... 

Thanks to those who sms me,

And wish me happy... ;)

And also Facebook friends...

Those who post HAPPY BIRTHDAY on my timeline...

Thanks for the blesses... :)

I'm happy to have all of you in my live...

Thanks God again and again!!!

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And also him... ;)

The one who taken his pet's picture for me...

Everyone knows that,

Dogs are all dislike camera or flashing item...

It's really hard to take their pictures...

But he taken for me...

Which is really sitting nicely...

This is what he did for me...

Really cute, really clear to see...

Thanks a lot, Dearest one :)

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And a also a girl... ;)

We knew each other online...

But we treat each other with real heart...

She is one of a Dearest friend for me...

She is named May Xuan... ;)

But for me, she is named Dearest sis. :)

This is what she did for me... :)

Non of my best friend do this for me...

Excepted her, Xuan Xuan...

ILOVEHER, MY DEAREST ONE. <3

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Those who wasted money for me...

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1. From my 2  Aunties: 

Seafood Dinner, RM300+...

2. From my Dearest Mami:

Sticky sweets, RM19.90...

Sushi Tei, RM70-RM80...

Ang Ang Pau Pau, RM80...

New Jeans, RM30-RM40...

My favourite Chatime, RM6.90...

3. From my Beloved sister, Sammy:

She knew that, this is what I wanting... <3

4. From my sister's BF, Isaac:

Both of them (My sister and her BF),

Know that, this is my favourite cake...

5. From my Dear friend, Audrey:

6. From my Church sis, Christina:

6. From my Church bro, Ah Fatt:

And also Corn in Cup + Coke,

From my Church bro, Matthew...

Thanks God!

Thanks for giving me everything I having...

And I need you in my life forever and ever! ;)

To be Perfect

To:

The imperfect girl, Crystal Miiko.

Sometimes...

I really hope to be:

P E R F E C T.

But I know...

WE'RE NOT.

Non of us are PERFECT.

Except the only God,

My Jesus Lord...

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I set a TARGET for myself:

I WANT TO BE A HAPPY GIRL

AND SHARE THE HAPPY WITH...

" E V E R Y O N E in the W O R L D. "

.....

...

This is really a big daunt task!

But, I hope I can do this...

I need strength and energy

From my Lord, Jesus.

He will be leading me,

He will be giving me what I need...

He will be telling me what I have to do...

THAT IS WHY I NEED HIM! :)

Dear Lord Jesus,

Please take CaCa from IMPERFECT,

And replace to PERFECT, as You...

:)

# Not giving up of You, Lord!



# And I know, You won't too! ;) <3!

Happy Holiday

To:

The happy girl, Crystal Miiko.

YAY!

It's such a happy holiday ever! x)

I went sing K on 29/10...

I really enjoy sing K very very much!

And I've already went sing K twice in this holiday...

I swear I really love singing very much! HAPPY*

And of course,

I'm happy to have THEM to be my friend! :D

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APART FROM THIS

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I rubbed on nail polish on my finger nails... 

(I know I'm quite bored and free ;D)

All girls say the colour I put on is difficult to make...

But I really too free and nothing to do...

So I tried my best to go on ;)

THIS IS WHAT I DID, 

I love it so much!

And right after this, 

I may try LIGHT PURPLE.. x)

# HAPPY HAPPY HOLIDAY!!! ❤!

Fallen for a Bag

To:

The shopping girl, Crystal Miiko.

I've went Sunway Pyramid yesterday...

My shopping mood was on!

So many things I wanted to buy...

I keep on controll myself from buying those...

The most make me out of control is...

B A G ! ! !

And this is the series I saw and fall for them...

This is the first time I'd fall for 'Line Series'.

I really wanted to buy so bad!!

But yesterday I wasn't really out for shopping,

Firstly I was just wanna have a outing with best friends...

And by the time they go for window shopping...

I felt bored and wanted to go by myself...

And search for those stuff I want......

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No wonder, I got no enough cash yesterday...

If not, I'm sure that I'll buy this bag!!!

I hope to see those bag next time outing...

The other things to do is......

WAIT FOR THE NEXT OUTING TO SUNWAY PYRAMID... @_@

Song, Honesty

To: 

The deep of my HEART...

Recently...

I'm falling for blasting songs... ❤

Such as those songs...

1. Starships

2. Drive By

3. Live my Life

4. Danza Kuduro

5. Beautiful and a Beat

Not only that...

The artist, named Angela Chong...

Finally she released new album...

The songs which collected in the new album is nice...

And 1 of it named in English, HONESTY...

This is actually a sad song...

I really like the lyrics and also aside of the song...

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❤ ASIDE ❤

Why 'Honesty' is such a lonely word,

People can't be honest,

Because they used to be dishonest?

Or because, protecting someone you love...

So you can't be honest,

Or because you have difficulties,

So you can't be honest......……


❤ LYRICS ❤


If you search for tenderness

It isn't hard to find

You can have the love you need to live

But if you look for truthfulness

You might just as well be blind

It always seems to be so hard to give


Honesty is such a lonely word

Everyone is so untrue

Honesty is hardly ever heard

And mostly what I need from you


I can always find someone

To say they sympathize

If I wear my heart out on my sleeve


But I don't want some pretty face

To tell me pretty lies

All I want is someone to believe


Honesty is such a lonely word

Everyone is so untrue

Honesty is hardly ever heard

And mostly what I need from you


I can find a lover

I can find a friend

I can have security

Until the bitter end

Anyone can comfort me

With promises again

I know, I know

When I'm deep inside of me

Don't be too concerned

I won't ask for nothing while I'm gone

But when I want sincerity

Tell me where else can I turn

'Cause you're the one that I depend upon



Honesty is such a lonely word

Everyone is so untrue

Honesty is hardly ever heard

And mostly what I need from you

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It's so damn touch and meaningful...

I'm now falling for this song,

Hope everyone like it too...

It's our heartfelt wishes, with MUSE :)